la mouche est morte

i'm struggling posting such utopic images right now. i've had them for a little while, i took them at the new bhldn store near my apartment.
i'm having a hard time sharing them tonight because this isn't real life. as a heads up i've been hit in the face with real life this week,
there are many things to celebrate but writing this i'm full of pain, for ones i love, for those i do not know, for the evil in this world and
for the trials & struggles we must overcome. these beautiful things are not real life, but are en enjoyable escape.

i've started some changes this week, re-evaluating priorities & reflecting. i will soon be able to rest more, but right now that is so unsettling.
the pressure i feel for ---- movement & productivity---- is weighing down on me day by day. i periodically feel guilty for the things
i've been occupying my time with. feeling selfish & unresponsive ---to the issues i am truly passionate about.
life happens. gard yourself, be bold, you were bought with a price, know that you were created for purpose.
know that you are loved.
know that we are in this together... and that our heavenly father is omnipotent as well as omnipresent. 
omni = all; of all things

for we can not live on bread alone

 



the fly is dead.